Alma tweet-ing at my face in class.

Okay, this is so stupid. I was in class, I can't remember what subject it was. Anyway, Alma is sitting in front of me in class and I was like laughing with Naimi at the back. Anyway, she was looking at me with that face and I was like 'what are you looking at?' and she's like making this innocent face and tweet-ed! She TWEET-ED at my face! What the hell was that?! I was laughing about it all day! Haha. Felt like ROFL the whole day. Haha! Oh btw, the subject was Geography.

I will ROFL and LMAO at the same time!

Okay, so this is what happened, we were having this beauty contest in school. And me and a couple of friends are suppose to manage the stage and the decorations and stuff. So, as usual, I will make a joke about everything and said to Naimi that what will happened if I join the beauty contest and emberassed myself by ROFL on the red carpet when it's my turn, that must be funny. Naimi was like 'let's make a video and you will ROFL and LMAO at the same time! That would be awesoooome!' and we laughed about it and cant believe ourselves.

How me and Naimi rocked it last Wednesday.

Well, nothing good happened but me and Naimi was some awesome DJs that day. Our school was having this Miss Personality Muslimah contest. It's like a beauty pageant. And I got picked to do the music section. But the teacher doesn't seem to like the songs I played, who cares about what the teachers think, eh? The students like it and that matters most anyway.

I wish I was Jesus.

The trip is pathetic and I can't see the motive of doing it as well. I regret.

My school was having a trip today to the BORING National Archive and the BORING-er Parliament. So, I was looking forward to it because we are not gonna be studying, who wouldn't appreciate the teacher for that, eh? Anyway, the archive was nothing, but it was pure boredom! they showed us this videos about Malaysia and stuff, it was fucken bored. Sal slept, no offense LOL. Then, we head to this gallery where there are tonnes of like posters where they have the pictures of Prime Ministers of Malaysia and stuff on them and as usual, to make myself live longer, I made a joke that the picture of the Prime Minister is totally checking me out because his eyes were right at me, so everyone laughed about it. The breakfast sucked. Okay, to get my point about this whole jesus thing for this post's title, when we reached the Parliament, we are ordered to get straight in line and wait for something. So, there's this dude making a speech and all, my mind wander off some place else, and they even act like they're the airport or something when they have the metal detector and the bag scanning thing. They don't even allowed us to bring our phones in, sick or what? So anyway, we are going to watch ministers debating and stuff, so we are placed in this hall. The seats are limited, so, when it was time to get in, me and Naimi was about to get in the seats and it was full. So some bitchy worker asked us to go wait in the waiting room. It was bored to death! I swear! So, me and Naimi sat together in some seats where it's like in the movies or something. Like the seat flips when there's no one sitting on it, anyway, I was sitting beside me and as always, I randomly said that being Jesus must be so cool, having people say your name everytime, you may think I'm being offensive but I'm just being random as always and I even said to Naimi that owning a baseball bat without knowing how to baseball is so cool. HAHA. Oh and btw, the way ministers laugh is so different than normal people do because when they laugh, they don't let their voices out, they tapped the table repeatedly instead so it would be more funnier. They make this political jokes where normal people won't understand. And we also have to bow when we are about to leave the hall where they're doing the debating. But the minister ignored, so I can't see the point of doing it. I was feeling like ROFL all the time.

Okay, so my boyfriend IS crazy.

I have the cutest boyfriend ever. Why should I ask for more? He's more than enough. I love you, Alex. I want to keep you forever. Eventhough we fight a lot, I still want you in many reasons. I hurt you so much, but I love you, that counts. You matter the most, you make me happier than ever, I would only spend my life with you. I know how nuts you are sometimes and how random you could get, I understand you and your needs. I will always be with you.

My shrink made me bipolar.

So here goes, this is fact, I know it's random, but it's true. I am bipolar. I have bipolar disorder. Maybe it sounds weird but I am. I've been to therapy and stuff, but I still believe I'm not one. I am having an appointment today but I think I'll bail. I don't see what's wrong with me but I slit my arms, I agree it is stupid and not worth doing, but trust me, I like doing it. The pain pleasures me, shit, I do sound weird, this is hard to believe but whatever. I can't hide facts. I f you don't know what bipolar means, look it up. My ex suggests if I should go to a shrink. Oh, you dont know how much I hate that shrink. I think he's the only one who thinks I am bipolar. Gaaaah, Malaysians. Sometimes, I wish I'm not one of them.

I lost concious on driving and shisha.

Last nigt was fun! I drove myself to Pavilion with my dad's BMW. I was suppose to buy myself something for breakfast, after that I was bored and I decide to go to hang around Pavilion. On my way there, Amar called, he asked me if I want to join him shisha with a couple of friends. I agreed so I met him there. It was kinda awkward because I was the only girl there, but we get along. I almost drank alcohol too! That was not good. I was lucky I didn't get caught driving without a licence. There's some guy staring at me across the restaurant, he kept winking up my face, Amar noticed that too. Naimi was texting me about how stalker-ish people are in school. It was Yasser from 4K. Haha. You're funny, Yasser. He sent the text at her dad instead of her. I think he digs her father. LOL. I almost ROFL. I went home at 3 in the morning, I slept at 5. Luckily, my dad didn't notice.