Everybody kept saying the same things.

So the thing people kept saying about me is I have good English. Yes, I don't know if it is, but whatever. Okay, let's get this clear, I don't have good English, my English is OKAY, maybe I have done some reading but thank god, I love myself but I won't get conceited. I'm good at English, maybe because I am lucky, it is MAYBE because I am not creative, art-wise. I can't draw that well. But I got an A on my art test! I am just plain lucky I guess, but I'm still not good at it. I have a low self-esteem. I felt like shit all the time, I swear. You maybe feel that I am arrogant but maybe I'm just un-friendly. I don't talk to strangers that much, so keep a safe distance from me or I'll end up dislike-ing you. SORRY, I suck at making friends. And I'm keeping it that way.

Naimi said I am a 'rempit magnet'.

Okay, what I want to tell you is very very idiotic. Recently, me and Naimi, she's a friend also a classmate, is talking about random people in random places, talking to me. Almost all of them are freaking rempits, and for you people who has no idea what that is, it is a category of human beings in malaysia, where this rempits is divided into two sections, well, for my version, LOL. Anyway, this rempits is where they have illegal motorcycle racings. And the other one is where you look like one but you don't race. What makes it worst is, the type of people who kept talking to me is the real racing rempits. Call me unlucky, yes I am. This kind of people kept raising their eyebrow up my face or waving or asking for my number, or they do this funny gesture, where they say 'EH!' and bobbed their heads like a bird up the air. You won't understand probably, but if you have then same experience, you will! I hate myself sometimes. And I always feel like putting a paper bag and shove it in my head. This is pretty random, but I think it might sounds fun to read.

My random life.

I had a couple of blogs before this. And it didn't turned out that well. Now, I'm creating a new one because at this moment, I was freaking bored and I had nothing to do as well. There was SOEP test today, and SOEP means Setiabudi Oral English Programme, yes I know, it sounds weird. Anyway, it was so intense! I mean it! This programme is done in a two way communication, and by what I mean is, the teacher will give out a picture, and she would ask questions and I should do the answering. I was pretty pissed off as well because I got the hard ones, I don't know why! I was asking her if I could re-take the test and I want to choose what questions and she goes 'every question is the same, Sara. And no, you can't re-take it. I have your marks here' and I go 'Can I do anything to get higher? Oh Oh-what about I'll make you a five page essay?!' and she replied, 'No, you can't do anything about it, Sara'. I was so pissed off, I didn't do it too well, like before every answer I'm telling her, I would go 'uhhhhh' or 'huh? what kind of question is that?' or 'do you want it in detail?' or 'can you repeat the question again?' and she was making this annoyed face, and I just kept smiling. It was funny. And the jerks in my class (which is the boys), kept surrounding my seat, and making me feel nervous as well. The questions were stupid and making me nervous. If I fail on that freaking test, Oh-yeah, I'll blame you, dickheads. And I'm targetting 90 percent and higher, I'll cry if I don't and I'll end up blaming other people. HEHE.